Sometimes I wish I were different already.
That I could untie the knots in my mind, on demand.
Make my limbs reach more readily for the love that I crave.
But there’s this ravine it seems, between me and the creature I wish to be.
There’s some big long journey involved?
…Or is there?
Is that just an excuse, a story of resistance?
Did words not create this story to begin with?! As they do so many other things? As they will my freedom.
Is all I desire simply one step away?
My untrusting mind frozen in place?
I wish I could thaw it.
Perhaps I can..
Perhaps I just need to speak the warm words that will melt my trepidation.
Say:
“I am Love.
And, Fear not where your next step will land you.
And, Know that you are only everything you say you are.”
So Say:
“I am (whatever you “need” to be).”
And now, move.